when I was younger, I didn't know where to put my energy and now there is just so much to do !
Now first of all, I don't really have the time to write this blog, right?
I have to rewrite the Articles of Association at our school, organise an information night, write a business plan, get my teacher registration, get my work permit, and I still haven't made it to the Ministry of education to get approval to import our container duty free.
I sing 2 toddlers to sleep, read to my older boy, give my teenage daughter wise advise on how to deal with exams and I can do all of these things, I know exactly what I am doing and am astoundingly focussed!
I JUST DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Where did this come from? This knowing how to do it, walking into meetings and offices with no fear, getting things done when just 10 years ago I had no clue! I wouldn't dare to speak to an Ambassador or factory owner and now I am disputing their opinions. I know about the transition from having no children to having children and the subsequent and unavoidable shift from egocentric to outpouring.
But beyond that, does it occur to you too, that sometimes you would like to just swallow up some of this adolesence energy as it seems to lay idle, while we struggle for time??? When did this moment come for you?
22min past midnight, time for some zzzzzz
wish I didn't need it .....